Understanding MyselfI have realized who I am I have realized who I am with I have realized who I am destroying ...I feel as though I hate them...Understanding Myself
I have confirmed that I am not to take him away I have confirmed that I am satisfied if not happy I have confirmed that I am not going to break any hearts if possible ...Including my own...
I understand that I am not meant to die yet I understand that I am not meant to kill I understand that I am not meant to break hearts ...and yet... I do anyway...
I notice that I am breaking many hearts I notice that I am killing many
Flooded with tearsMy mind is like an ocean my thoughts evaporate into the air later... my dreams come crashing down on me making me flooded with tears waiting til i can free my mind of all my dissapointment creating new dreams and thoughts... they will later carry on the cycle of depression... like the rest of my life.Flooded with tears
DepressionDepression has taken over my Life I have lost control There is no meaning for me to live I have no purpose in this world No one would care if I died I cause so much pain I shall stop my life and thus... Ending their pain..Depression
Pain and Deprssion is what i have been Livng for and causing And yet... There is the one person in this world He does not cause me much pain He is the only one who... ...gives me a reason to Wake Up ...gives me a reason to Smile ...gives me a reason to Live
Felicity~
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Name: Felicity
Orientation: Lesbian
Majority of Deviations: Poetry
3 Interests: Reading, writing, singing
Pet: Bunny
Music: Anything
Activity: Gay Straight Alliance
Preference: truth over empty lies
* *sometimes the only question left is "why?" * *
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Today was Amazing. 5/31/08. The apple store especially. <3
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